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With the announcement this week that many places are beginning Phase 1 of reopening, there is a sense of relief that has begun to fill households. The kids are excitedly making plans of when we can visit our loved ones or take a trip, even just a day trip. They excitedly discuss all the possibilities. To them, the sky is the limit.

For adults, many are skeptical. Can I safely go to the places that are reopening? Will I risk getting infected or infecting my loved ones? When will it be safe to stop social distancing? When will the stores and restaurants I love resume “business as normal?” There continue to be more questions than answers.

In spite of it all, there is a level of excitement in the air, a sense of relief, that we can slowly begin resuming life as normal. I long for the day I can sit and enjoy our favorite family-friendly restaurant or plan a date night to somewhere other than our kitchen and living room. In addition, my “travel bug” is stirring again. I am pretty sure my heart flipped when talk of opening the National Parks began.

There is a sense that the weight of the last few months may finally be lifting. My head tells me it may not, that this may all be “too good to be true,” but my heart leaps for joy at the possibility of my favorite places reopening and the ability to return to normalcy. How reopening will truly unfold is anyone’s guess. However, for now, I choose to be cautiously hopeful–hoping that things will slowly return to normal, but aware that at any moment stay-at-home orders may once again be implemented.

Perhaps my biggest wish is that I can go to the store and find flour, toilet paper, and meat shelves full once again. As I embrace the relief and hopefulness I now feel, I recognize that it will take time for life to fully return to normal. I also know that we will never be the same.

This season of life has changed us. It has made us appreciate our families that we have been unable to see. It has made us appreciate things we previously took for granted, like toilet paper and full shelves at the store, or being able to engage in social activities, or shop at stores we love. We have seen how quickly the economy can change or how jobs we thought were secure can suddenly vanish.

Many of the challenges and lessons of this season have been difficult to embrace, and they may not be over yet. However, for now, I choose to be cautiously hopeful that we will slowly begin picking up the pieces of the life we knew, and slowly rebuild a better future.